[ She doesn't necessarily think it will, but she has to say something. If she doesn't, he'll get even more worried and then there's no escape. But what can she do about this? Force herself out to fight? She's not sure it would be wise.
He'll open the door even if it's locked -- which it isn't -- because that's just him. So she's already turned to the side, away from the door and covered by just the sheets beneath the blanket. She can't recall ever feeling this miserable aside from the time she'd been without him and stormed off. Still recent, still a dark cloud over her. Not literally this time, but the way she feels now has the air surrounding her bed as thick, pervasive, and hot as she feels right now. Like standing over a volcano without the lava and smoke. Without the burn, even though it feels hot in your lungs. She tries to control it, but can't. Just like she can't the scorching. ]
Nanu.
[ It's a warning. She'd felt last night, but then the burning started. It won't stop and she can't remove the damn thing. She feels weak again and she's already been vulnerable with him. She doesn't want to be there again. ]
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He'll open the door even if it's locked -- which it isn't -- because that's just him. So she's already turned to the side, away from the door and covered by just the sheets beneath the blanket. She can't recall ever feeling this miserable aside from the time she'd been without him and stormed off. Still recent, still a dark cloud over her. Not literally this time, but the way she feels now has the air surrounding her bed as thick, pervasive, and hot as she feels right now. Like standing over a volcano without the lava and smoke. Without the burn, even though it feels hot in your lungs. She tries to control it, but can't. Just like she can't the scorching. ]
Nanu.
[ It's a warning. She'd felt last night, but then the burning started. It won't stop and she can't remove the damn thing. She feels weak again and she's already been vulnerable with him. She doesn't want to be there again. ]